Emotions and life

[James]

Its very useful to have a sort of understanding of yourself and emotions. Why you might think of yourself a certain way or why you might react to a situation with fear or with happiness.

I found out in a way that was a bit depressing at first before I made up my mind to fix everything. I was held back in development of abilities due to fears and such. I had pieces of my mind that would hold me back as tightly as they knew how. Of course, i'm not done healing this. Overcoming it. But I'm working at it just putting in the effort and learning what I can to make it work.

But the path is pleasant even if at times difficult, and terribly exciting. Fun.
I took a look at myself recently. I feel that I may have a path that involves bringing some happiness and hope, as much as my energetic healing and something else I want to learn 'depossesion'

Ah - so many goals so little time. Growing up is hard too. So many people pulling me in so many different directions. Jeez. I'm going to need to take another break from work in a few months.