Depression

[oath]

Depression
A gross word. A horrible state of being. Loathed in its entirety. Its tentacles reach far and wide. Spreading its negativity in even the young. Consuming. The missionaries who preach it brining sweet sounding lies to fill our minds. Making promises to the flesh. They are the missionaries of death. Entities referred to as 'negs' and 'demons'. Entities who wish to enslave who are themselves slaves.


Depression is a conditioning at it's root. The conditioning is thoughts. The thoughts being the difference between life and death.

The thoughts usually involve the concept of hope. For example, a voice thought may appear saying, 'I hope I dont mess up;fail'. These particular "hope thoughts" can/will ignite other things like fear and worry which in turn results in energy both real and implied. Implied being energy otherwise gained.

Depression is a conditioning because it is mostly learned and spread from others, as if it be some sort of sickness or plague. It is the what if, it is the hopelessness in that. "what if I fail"? In order to fail you must 'DO' in order to DO one must DO. Asking what if is irevelent in the face of DOING. Therefore all one must do is DO and not involve the factor of 'what if' which results in the hopeless questioning, fear, worry, energy losses. Destruction. The destruction being death, or more correctly, embracing death. Receding. Subtracting. One must do. When Doing you are adding. Concentrating on the problem and its worries is of no avail. You must concentrate on the solution. Work towards it, create oppertunities in which to acheive it. The creating being the additive. The ever expanding and the divine/nobility of life.

The creation, the additive, (for those of you suffering) starts with learning. The learning is already being accomplished as you read this article. It starts to work with your energy levels, promoting growth within you, halting its opposite. Creating, thriving, growing and blossoming. Life. But as with all things this will take work. Work takes time. Work takes effort. On one hand the time and effort spent will bring you closer to death, closer to that final horizon. Closer to oblivion. Life and death are intertwined. Bound to one other as is the light and the day. Supporting and fueling. Adding and subtracting. The complexities of which I leave for you to unravel and dissect.

"which voice in your head should you keep alive?"

DO! There is no What if besides what you make, what you embrace. Life or death. Choose.

In a nutshell, it is the abyss, the absense of creation/creating, which one is being sucked into. For in absence of creating there is nothing. Change your enviroment, change the way you think. Take up a new excercise routine, go and explore your artistic side, or simply play with legos. Whatever it may be it matters only that you create and have fun while doing it.

[Ascendant]

Depression in my opinion, is a 'glitch' in the system.
See, life is about duality to have the experience of freewill, and finding truth. Deciding what you are not, to find who you Really are.

Depression is a state of beingness when you give in to the negative aspects in your life, depression is a state where time stops, because you stop developing.
The major cause of depression is: Fear and lack of will.
The fear of achieving your goals, the fear of not knowing unconditional love and hence, the fear of not finding God.

When i say that Depression is a "Glitch" in the system, I mean in the sense that, Life is a lesson to remember who you are. As soon as this lesson stops, depression begins to set in. You feel that you can no longer control your life, and it creates unhappiness, emotional uncertainty and emotional chaos.

Keep it up and you get sick. But dont worry, the game of life can never be lost, its an easy walk if you see it to be, and theres no going backwards in the spiral of consciousness.

If you do get sick and die, theres always the next life - but dont give yourself an excuse to stay where you are, because time is eternal. Only the now exists.